Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Re-united and it feels so good..

My computer is back! The power cord died..but I now have a new one.

One week until Internship. Summer school and work have been crazy busy, but time has flown by! I can't believe how quickly the last few have gone by. I love my summer school class though, (not the workload). I love Theology. I wish I was a theology major. It also helps philosophy make sense. Now everything is connecting..but I really do enjoy learning about God. There will always be more to learn. Grudem even discusses in His introduction that we are to study theology with humility. We will never know everything, even if think we do. Pride comes before the fall..

I can feel a change in my heart. Change is good, even if it seem strange at first. I have been attempting to slowly process things, examining my heart and bringing it before the Lord. Sin is ugly. I am thankful that God is immutable (one of my sys. theo terms!) meaning He never changes, even though I feel like I am in a constant state of emotional, and mental change. I feel so unstable sometimes. Even my body is undergoing change right now..it feels strange. Despite the physical change I am undergoing, I want my heat to continue to change and grow to become more like His, which will only happen if I stay close in my walk with Him. I long to draw to Him, and its only by His grace I am drawn.

I like my Sys. theo text book alot too. I really like it.

To be honest, I am not feeling that great at the moment, so I am just going to jot down a few thoughts.

the sunset was beautiful tonight. I watched if from the window, and it reminded me of how God displays His glory by such aesthetic means. Psalm 19:1

I love Sys. Theo. and The professor is hilarious and insightful. Yes, my roomates and I decided we will have him over for tea next fall. Along with other profs..I am such a nerd, but I fully embrace that part of me.

Internship in one week. I am excited. slightly nervous, but I am ready.

My support has almost fully come in. God's hand has been in that completely. I owe Him more praise and thanksgiving than I have been giving Him.

I am liking this time of healing.

I will miss my church this summer.

I am homesick for the first time in a while.

I am learning so much. Especially in the area of self-discipline.

Good bonding time with one of my future roommates.

I really miss my other roommate, Faith. So good to talk to her last night.

I am listening to all kinds of weird music, and am obsessed with grooveshark these days.

I will soon get to the bottom of my health, hopefully

I am learning to enjoy life in the moment.

I will miss my jobs this summer. Last days this week. Bittersweet.

I am now a senior. in college. weird.

Ghostbuters just came on my playlist..haha.